random post 4

coming... final exam..
lol.. scary? not really..

today quite tired.. again, long journey drive..
n pouring rain, make me cant even see the road well..so force to stop and wait..

alone. the feeling come around with me..
feel hate.. tiring.
miss mama cook...

miss him.. in the nite...
always happend on me...
aikz.. complicated.

hope i wont meet him anymore...
no... avoid troublesome...

random post 3

the other night for me

rebonding today..

my hair straight again...

satisfied..~

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if today I dont going to meet him, i wont miss him anymore..

but why? again....

the feeling over n over...

too much of feeling is with me..

tired..

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count down for me exam

5 days more..

argh..

im going crazy now..

let me scream here!!!!!

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


SATISFIED@@

random post 2

study week..
what a boring week..lolx..
but I hv to study from today..
since last time fail, start to scare and worry..
hope this time I can get what i wish..
hope....


this day happend too much in my house..
even my mama sick like hell, i also get influence by her when i going back..:(
maid gone d.. what a shame do something at my house!
oh gosh. dirty bitch!!
i can even bear with it...


arghhhh....
long journey drive... i so so so tired with it...
what to do?
still hv to go on... everything stil the same...:(

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haha
earn more $$$$~~

i miss u so much my dear... wai yan.. argh....

random post 1

final is near. this week is last week for this semester.

my heart is getting nervous, stress..
i cannot failed, i hv to get a distinction to increase my CGPA..
there was another tough deal for me.

i hope nothing much wil block me..
i would not stay at my hometown anymore although there is much more comfortable..

i wish to do something to get some sactisfaction.
I desperate to hving own laptop instead of using the dekstop.
it got lots of problem there! argh...!

year end coming, what i plan to do?
this year i didnt achieve anything.. and look more worst than before..
another sad case..

emo-ing.. :'(

random post

midnite... a random feeling make me wan to update the blog..
weirdo here..

my feeling is getting stable than last time
no more emo for myself. i tell myself always..

this is a great feeling that i can control myself better than last time because i wont think nonsense.. it didn't puzzled me for someday.. :D

I hope the great show can continue to go on..I myself promise not to be the burden anymore..

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The friend I had. i appreciate well .
really..
stay with me always..
does we interdependent as well?
don't care anymore.. lurv u all~