something happend

ermm
recently happend a lot stuff
i begin my work,did not had any time to online..
i wirk there sometime happy sometime bored..
nothing i can lean actually..
because nobody free..
i just can stand there and feel very shy.. because..
haih.. dono too

my friend get serious sick..
damm pity..
wanna visit her got no time.. wanna died lar

GOD HELP ME!!!

har,,, work also cannot?

haih..
i find 3 work today..
2 is rejected by them..
1 is mummy not allow ..
hiah.. why i wanna choose work also need permmission 1?
how ..
fuXX
i wanna get back ma freedom lar!!! god!!!

what i gonna to buy after i finding my job:
1.digital camera RM1000**
2.computer dictionary RM700***
3.laptop RM2500***
4.mp3 RM300 *
5.hp RM1000

TOTAL: RM5500
wow.... damm looo!@@

***= very important
**= not very important
*=normal

still got a lot 1...

confuse..

what i doing now really wrong?
i dont know... i wanna find my way..
i cant get who say...

recently,i got many argue with mummy again..
not because my study or wat..
is bcoz nic..
i dont know,since nic come over my life.
many case happend on me and family....
i dont want to say wat..
but i really cant bear..
i nvr do wrong thing... but at last i get scold?
wat the hell
i'm also is a human.. not a machine!!ok?
damm... feel wanna cry now.
i want to leave here as soon..
i dont want have argue everyday..
i need a work
but i meet some stress and problem
wat the hell! i dont know wat to do too!!!!!!

something missing

i think i got long time never write ma blog..
recently really happeng many stuff..
i break with him..
izzit fast?
yes i think so.
but i cant bear with his attitude.
maybe break is the best way..

i want start ma new life.
doing better.
life better..
and start my diet..
recently fat bit!
haih....
gambate lor!

complicated..

finally i got an end with him again.. feel lonely?
no i think it is free to me!!

i dont know what should i do in another time
sure must find a job@@
haha..
let it be the past..
gambate!!

back

what he should say..
few days before.
we have an argue..
but now is ok right?
i think yes? no?
dont know i can say..
feel lonely withouht him..
but i will stnad up with myself.
i wanna life better