Saturday, December 30, 2006

huh.. still got 2 dayz reach 2007?
so fast!!! wow...
new year again..
got any planing o not..
dont know at all

recently busy to find my further school..
find the one call BINARY UNIVERSITY COLLEGE...
i think it is not bad rite.
haih..
wan to go there to see the enviroment 1st.

most important in this year i must improve my english..
especially the grammar.. always make mistake !! damm
==

i wan to congrate who can apply their school succesfully.
because you find your future..
gambate!!

Friday, December 22, 2006

finally~~

stil got how many days will reach 2007?
i think 8~9 right?
yes.. time going faster.
fast until everything not prepare..
me still be blur?
happy that still got some friend will visit my blog.
and my **fans** yyan.
she will support their friend blog very much!
hehe..

planning.. dont know.
my headmaster ask me what my decision?
i just can say i dont know.
because i really dont know what i should at the moment
just wating the reply and do some research
haih..

i hope the college will approve it..
hope god! help...

Sunday, December 10, 2006

weight loss

wow.. long time didnt feel weight loss..
recently got many bridal there. workin until crazy.
so now become slim bit..
is me want become like this...?? hmm dono lar. ==

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

missing??

wow, i got long time nvr update.
because recently i busy with my work..
now i work at saloon.
somebody tell me,working at saloon very suffer 1.
but i dont think so.
i enjoy my work. my life.
i like to be alone.
i like to be free.
i like to be myself without any excuse.

this is the thing 1 want..
i will enjoy my decided
gambate lar catherine!

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

something happend

ermm
recently happend a lot stuff
i begin my work,did not had any time to online..
i wirk there sometime happy sometime bored..
nothing i can lean actually..
because nobody free..
i just can stand there and feel very shy.. because..
haih.. dono too

my friend get serious sick..
damm pity..
wanna visit her got no time.. wanna died lar

GOD HELP ME!!!

Sunday, November 19, 2006

har,,, work also cannot?

haih..
i find 3 work today..
2 is rejected by them..
1 is mummy not allow ..
hiah.. why i wanna choose work also need permmission 1?
how ..
fuXX
i wanna get back ma freedom lar!!! god!!!

Saturday, November 18, 2006

what i gonna to buy after i finding my job:
1.digital camera RM1000**
2.computer dictionary RM700***
3.laptop RM2500***
4.mp3 RM300 *
5.hp RM1000

TOTAL: RM5500
wow.... damm looo!@@

***= very important
**= not very important
*=normal

still got a lot 1...

confuse..

what i doing now really wrong?
i dont know... i wanna find my way..
i cant get who say...

recently,i got many argue with mummy again..
not because my study or wat..
is bcoz nic..
i dont know,since nic come over my life.
many case happend on me and family....
i dont want to say wat..
but i really cant bear..
i nvr do wrong thing... but at last i get scold?
wat the hell
i'm also is a human.. not a machine!!ok?
damm... feel wanna cry now.
i want to leave here as soon..
i dont want have argue everyday..
i need a work
but i meet some stress and problem
wat the hell! i dont know wat to do too!!!!!!

Friday, November 17, 2006

something missing

i think i got long time never write ma blog..
recently really happeng many stuff..
i break with him..
izzit fast?
yes i think so.
but i cant bear with his attitude.
maybe break is the best way..

i want start ma new life.
doing better.
life better..
and start my diet..
recently fat bit!
haih....
gambate lor!

Thursday, November 09, 2006

complicated..

finally i got an end with him again.. feel lonely?
no i think it is free to me!!

i dont know what should i do in another time
sure must find a job@@
haha..
let it be the past..
gambate!!

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

back

what he should say..
few days before.
we have an argue..
but now is ok right?
i think yes? no?
dont know i can say..
feel lonely withouht him..
but i will stnad up with myself.
i wanna life better

Sunday, October 29, 2006

cute family photo~~



this is my brother,sis-in-law n my cute newphew~~
we are at coffee bean~~

nice photo~~

new style??

hmm today i doing hair rebonding..
feel so weired!
haha cause my face become bigger..!!vv

but i see got many leng cai around me..
shhh........
haha~~

yeay.. tomorrow i will back to my hometown
i can meet ma kevin d!!
luv him yay~~

Saturday, October 28, 2006

C A T H E R I N E

my brother say francy is not related to me and at " wai guo"
this is not a nice name and for....

so i also dont know.
maybe i'ma person like to belive "feng shui" 1
so my sis,bro,sis-in-law recomman me use CATHERINE.
hmm tats nice name too..
so now i will use it..
but francy... i like it so much..
nvm..tats ok to me..
but so wired to me..
catherine is so qi guai!!!

Thursday, October 26, 2006

what a day??

i'm also dont know what i doing in this day?
haih.. feel bored here.. just wanna cry over there..
miss my bed actualy!!!!!

?????

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Nicholas birth(nephew)

wow.. so fast reach nic birthday..
bless hiM HAPPY BIRTHDAY~~

luv nic here..
damm happy when seeing him.
happy around his sound!

although sometime he make me feel..
but i stil love him very much..
my dear nic!!~~

Monday, October 23, 2006

学会珍惜,包容..

不知为什么..
很想改变自己...
突然觉得自己好象还蛮..野蛮的.
有什么..总不会要退让..
我曾经失去过很多我要的东西...
我要学会珍惜每一样我所拥有!
真的要会!!!非常重要!

包容!...
有时我是还蛮小气..
真的不懂自己要赌什么气??
要学会原谅,才是我要的处人待事吧!!

别让自己再...
加油吧!!
思容!!!

新的一天^^

恩...没有一天我是不无聊的度过.
每天的生活就是吃,喝,看戏,睡觉,顾侄儿,以外.
那已经没有东西让我好做了!
因为我真的很很很无聊!
闷得我快要死了!
所以,我要做一些有意义的事情!

首先,我要替妈咪做好店面的装饰.
实在无法忍受那些蜘蛛网!
嘎嘎嘎嘎.....那些蜘蛛....将会被我毁灭!!!

然后,就是要去学美容!
这是妈咪提议的!
她要我有一技之长..
不用天天酱浪费时间!
这是对的!
希望可以咯!!

然后,我就要学煮菜..
要先学会煮臭豆..
因为,俊文呢要吃!
哈哈哈哈...

过后就要找我的学校!
我要继续升学!
我不要当废人!!!!!

这是我的计划..
虽然不是什么大事..
但是最起码可以让我懂我的生活!!^^

Saturday, October 21, 2006

over

me very over yesterday.
actually i cant forgive myself i being like tat!
i going to ipoh yesterday. and back at 3.00 a.m
what the hell!! who am i.
i'm really cannnot understand that why they can playing till so late?
hmmm maybe i really dont want be like that!
when reach home, all is sleep!
and just me alone.
i wanna say sorry to my father n mother.
but they all sleep d!
this time me is too over..

Thursday, October 19, 2006

blur day

feel very tired and bored after this..
damm bored day!!
hate att all!

Sunday, October 15, 2006

3 days

3 days...
stil got 3 days will finish my exam..
i feel not strees .. cause. i also dono wat result i wanna get?!!!

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

haih.... tomorrow ?

haih.. tomorrow is my death day?
izit? yes i think so..
i'm not really like to study.. cause got a lot stuff need to recite!
wanna died here..
but it is come,face it ya!
gambate!

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

what can i do?

i'm really dont know what can i do.
this few day what i do i'm really tired to say.
just i know nobody will care my UEC exam..
who else.? just myself oni.!
damm hate !

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

9 days

9 days to reach UEC...

feeling stress here!!!!!!!!

what the hell.. i'm look like not study anything 1??

hmm god bless me lar!

Monday, October 02, 2006

make me cant breath

the exam make me cant breath!

i wanna go singapore for studying.

but i know it is hard!

but what can i do?

Friday, September 22, 2006

ma photo~~


me francy~~if wanna see more my photo jus go to frenster.. i link at "ma photo" d~~

Monday, September 18, 2006

continue~~

yes.. hmmm i think is the time for studying ..

still got three week... not MONTH..

but i feel is okay to me. i will be concentrate..

keep missing..

gambate~~

Sunday, September 17, 2006

study alone

feeling bored!!!!

what the hell.. feel so lazy to study one
study not a very hard work for a student right??
hmm... dont know actually!!

my commerce still got a lot not yet recite!!
dont know why i 'm very miss my holiday..

hahha..

anyway gonna continue to study now..
dont want waste my time here~~
kekeke..

GAMBATE~~

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

gambate

hmm.... recently really happend many thing to me..
haih.. how can i face it ?? dont know..

hmm.. love??
jun wen at sing'p now. actually he is a very nice guy to me..
suddenly feel miss him a bit =.='''

study?
UEC coming soon..
yea.. i want to study hard this month..
cause i think this is last time for me to study hard!!~~

family?
my grandmother passed away saturday...
got a bit miss her...
but i cant cry because daddy say i cannot cry at all

phooi moon at taiwan now.
dont know how about her ad?
hope all is fine lar!!~~

gambate here i wanna say!!

Monday, September 11, 2006

all is fine

fine. all is fine here..

feel tired today

rest lar

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

hmm

finally my birthday is passed!

huh 18 yrs old.. wanna be mature..

keep controlling yea!! yahuu..

i almost can reach my dream weight!!

my wish:

healthy everyday

study everyday

can u do it francy??

answer is yea~~

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

birthday

18 years old d!... so old liao..

haih.. but i feel it is different this year. bcause now i have a lot nice gal's friend!

yea.. i am happy our "super modal" gang relationship become better and better..

i like this feel..

here, specially i wanna thanks wai yan..
she help me a lot in this year..and she is my best friend in secondary school!! yea.. i luv her!!~~

super modal gang!!
wan xin,marn yee,sok heng,wai yan, me~~
momo,shun yao,pooi yee,cheng su,yaw chuan...
we must gambate always..

and here i wanna thank who celebrate with me..
yyan,marn yee, wan xin,sok heng,momo,shun yao..
i'm really happy u all bring me a unforgetful memory.
keep in touch yea..
S3 is the last yr for us. so we must treasure it!!

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

two days before, we came back to school learning dance.. it is for teacher day show.
i don't expect who will back to school, on that day, i feel suprise really got somebody come back without my expectation.wow... although just few people,but i feel happy too~~
i still remember, on that days me n my friend do some crazy thing... shh secret~~

...

when we learn the songs(SUPER MODEL),tat's difficult to us. because we really got no idea to start this song,finally me n yyan try to learn two part in ONE day!/==
the next days, got a lot people come to my house to learn,just got some girl and boys learn with serious.another just play and play!!=.='''

today, is our show,but we do not learn well cause all people look like no mood to learn for it!
omg... we just try our best..but when show start all of us become confuse!wakaka.. daXX ugly at stage..lolz...

although we cannot perform exactly,I'm sure we have courage to stand at stage,then we are the best!

i will let it be a memory forever... i love u all the guyss....~~

UEC.. near.. left 44 days!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, August 26, 2006

suprise + hate

what make me suprise?
hmm a guy, ask me can i be his gf?
i think no.. cause we so far, one at sing. one at m'sia..
i think so far that we cannot contact, although can contact but too hard to meet!

omg....

hate is i fat already..
why another people can diet with easily, why me is NO..
why why why.. really tired to diet..

today i eat a lot..
b: mee
L: ice cream,prawn chips and half 100plus.
D:soup and some egg mix meat

what the hell all is high calories. i have no energy to exercise cause too tired!!!
daXX....

still got two days my life will back to normal!
happy.. but stress too

Friday, August 25, 2006

tired here!!! really tired!

i cant bear with such life! omg 1!

every morning wake up at 8.00. but sleep at 1.00a.m...!!!

huh, not enough sleep already, still wanna take care baby, work .. me also human being ok!

all my family here busy busy a lot...!

mooncake festival come stand for evil life to me! because here really need busy with work!

omg!i hate this life!

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

important??

diet popular here.. dont know why, many people look like want to diet?!
hehe.. include me, mummy and my friend!
mu haha..
i think important to me because i dont want be a fat gal again.
but don worry, i'll control myself.

although it need to control cant eat this or that, but i believe after three month
i can have a balance, and healthy diet!
hehehe~~

i hope i can success after this!
dont remember support me ok?

UEC....horribal n terribal!

Saturday, August 19, 2006

tired

everything make me feel very tired!wat the hell!?

i dont want to do something with no meaning 1!

really feel tired to take care baby!

that's the reason make me always argue with mummy!

what i should choose?i really dont know.

i just want be alone. everyday cant study well! everyday got argue!

i really dont want like this!i feel very damm tired!

ok.! god let me free some k? i dont want to waste my time ! ENOUGH!

haih.. my life?

wat the hell?? i also dont know what i should do?
really feel tired to do something like this...
everyday after school need to take care baby... lolz.. everyday like this.
i also cannot "tahan" already!
i also got my stuff need to do...!
my trial exam.. very no well.. why why why..
damm angry to myself!
hate!!!!

Sunday, August 13, 2006

爱无所不在

一个无聊的谈话,引起了我的注意.

..忘了开头
爱是甜蜜的.女方说
那么,什么样的爱才是甜蜜的呢?男方说
例如,你必须要天天关心我,陪我逛街,谈天,聊心事...(女)
那么,你认为我有做到吗?(男)
有你的头!(女)
那么我天天做工,熬夜,那是什么?...(还有的,但忘了)(男)
......(女)
我爱你..(男)
感动..呜呜(女)

以上这一个谈话,是我在一年前隐约所听到的谈话.

很久了,当初,我听倒这一个谈话,我是觉得,好白痴,无聊,幼稚,过分天真的想法.
什么叫爱?哈哈,我也不懂..
可是到回头来想,其实也不是的.
有谁,不想男朋友疼自己的呢?
有谁会那么笨享受伤害?
虽然,女方的确是很天真,但是,我想,这也是女生想要男朋友呵护的感觉吧!
没有人想被忽略.

好了,今天到此为止,继续读书!

Saturday, August 12, 2006

muhahaha

muhaha.. today i feel damm happy. finally this week diet is worth 1!
finally i make my tummy become small .
haih, but i need to keep again.
i want to reach my dream weight-->48

francy keep it up!

diet is popular at here nowsadays..
i hope who in diet 1, can seccess. n my friend too..!!
gambate!!!~~

Monday, August 07, 2006

dayz

boring dayz... uec coming soon.but i'm look like no mood 1?
haih..is me want to be like that arh... mayb lor hahaa

erm my diet plan in processing.
muhahaha maybe this time i'll success.
with my great stamina.!
francy you can d! gambate!^^''

the MHK make me so confuse!
daxx.....!but at last i also get what i want luu!
wahahahah~

diet successful!!!~~

Saturday, August 05, 2006

DIET!!!!!!!

dammm my "pat pat" bigger le! wuwuwu..
nono i need to diet. i am a fat gal d. i dont wan be a fat fat gal!
no way! so i need to change my plan! with !!!

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

set me free

love is a complicated for me.

i wont accept you back.cause u hurt me deeply..

i'll find my mr right without you.

haha. i can be free.

i can study abroad without thinking you.

i can know more friend without you controlling!

so let me life without you!

the horribal and terribal man!

Monday, July 31, 2006

yummy

today i make a salad..
i buy the ingredient myself..
all stuff i have handle with serious.
hahah yummy yummy!!~~

Saturday, July 29, 2006

appreciate

i want to know how to treasure my friendship.

what we ever passed, is had been going.. just let it be the pass!

who else want to lose a friend. no one okay?

just want to say i'll love you my friend.. especially who always around me!!!~~

Friday, July 28, 2006

control

i cannot control myself.
i keep missing..why? i also dont know.
i'm really perplex what should i do? feel satirize.izit?the relation become ...
haih, i know i should not thinking too much.
cause wat i think juz my unilateral willingness.

UEC coming soon. please be concentrate?ok?
dont make yourself disappointed again.

please....!!!!!@@

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

依赖

是我的依賴嗎?真的很想说对不起.
直到我看到得,是否真的如我所料?
一切,都归于自己的依赖使她变得孤单吗?
我不知道,也不了解.
她是一个令人很难捉摸的人.
相处了要接近三年,真的很开心,我获得一分最真挚,最真的朋友.
从来不奢望什么会发生在我身上,岂止,上天给了我一分很好的礼物.
一直,我很珍惜她,因为,我已经当她是我的姐妹淘.
我不需要很多朋友,但缺需要一个红颜知己.
如今,我找倒了.我满足了.
我想我不可以那么自私,不要太依赖,一切都要会从独立做起.
加油吧!虽然,还剩下不多的时间让我们相处,但我会珍惜眼前的一切.
我真的会.

惜缘!(有点感触)

feeling no good!

i dont know wat should i do. i really scare will like b4

wat should i do is control myself!!!

Sunday, July 23, 2006

normal dayz

this few dayz really doing nothing.
my diet plan be in progress.but i feel bit suffering.
cause i like to eat.. lolz.

many days not exercise, feel uncomfortable.

recently i think many thing,
before i like to suit with people.
i got no my way to do my thing.
just feel everytime rely on them.
sometime they neglect me,they also feel nothing.
my deep heart feeling, always hurt by them.
who am i?a human like to suit with people?
no i dont want.i'll have my own view.
i've start my life without any other people help.
i dont want always rely on other people.(except my daddy mummy)
i dont wan have a lot hurt me d friend.(expect trinity)
i just wan to be myself.

Thursday, July 20, 2006

cherish

http://www.mlzx.org/love/zhufu/index.htm

this is a nice link~~
go n c~~heh

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

lot of laugh...stupid!

plese calm down.. don't be stupid again!she is no worth let u angry 1!
I just feel that, many thing happend cause the stupid thinking!
this maid, i will let her go, whole family wont urge her to stay at here !cause she is too proud!
I just scare when the mookcake festival coming, still got who can help my mother to take care NICHOLAS?me? maid or who else.

exam near.. in fact i feel scare. cause want to graduate and need to face up with new eviroment!lolz, many people wan to graduate, but me? NO. i dont want at all!

ok, continue with my studies. gambate!!!!!

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

AnGrY!!!!

wat the hell..!!!! wat the stupid face!damm hate to looking ur face!

i dont know i get ask you do anything or not ! but i can sure i never call you do anything at free time ! i NEVER !

fuXX!!!!

haih...

UEC COUNTDOWN-->87!!!@@

Sunday, July 16, 2006

@@ tired dayz @@

today really feel damm tired!
i take care nicholas whole day at shop!!
and not really doin my homework!!
wuwuwu.. tomorrow have class..@@
such a borin day!

Saturday, July 15, 2006

shaRe photo!!~~




this is me,prepare to my friend party.










me and my best friend wai yan~!~ i think is last yr photo right?
from party 1.. hehe.. i like this photo very much !memorable!









me and my net friend kate! a very cute girl!!










my teacher.. a very humour teacher.. he is single n quite nice 1~~
this photo i took when J3, went to CAMERON HIGHLAND

k la. i share this only!to be continue!!~~

~~**happi**~~

huoo~~,finally i do what i plan few week before!
feel nice! i hope this plan can enrich my life,let it become substantial.

whole day doing my homework, revision!wow... that's long time never been hardworking like now!
gambate ya!!!!!!!

yyan came back from d concert,i feel happy to her cause she can fulfil her dream finally!got a bit "jealous"!!hehe i hope maksim can come too.haha! don't illusion again yung....

UEC COUNTDOWN-->90 DAYS.
the average to complete a subject--> 9 days/=.=\ (HORRIBLE)

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

tag!!

Name 20 people you can think of :
1.daddy
2.mummy
3.da ge
4.er ge
5.san ge
4.jie jie
5.yyan
6.nicholas
7.pei yee
8.jia wei
9.wen siang
10.cheng su
11.tak keng
12.hong yu
13.da sao
14.wan sin
15.man qi
16.alex fong
17.grandmother
18.da yi
19.yee lin
20.ah yao

How did u meet #14?
wan sin my classmate since form 1

What would your life be if u haven’t met #1?
daddy? sure cannot born lar..!!=.=

What would u do if #20 and #9 dated?
!!!!!?? wen xiang n ah yao? impossible lar.. gay...''''

Would #6 and #17 make a good couple?
nicholas n grandmother... no way.. impossible

Describe #3.
he is my elder brother, creative, like to scold ppl, like to eat, haha fat boy. always bully me, but he marry d n got a son call nicholas..!!~~

Do you think #6 is attractive?
nicholas he is my nephew.. juz 8 month oni.. how can attractive?

Tell me something about #8.
jia wei? he is a very hamsap guy. like to bully me.. stupid guy!

Do you know anything about #12’s family?
hong yu his juz live with his daddy oni... this yr 28 years old loo

What is #7’s favourite?
pei yee she? erm , love novel... like to be"eight woman" haha~~

What would you do if #11 confesses that he/she likes you?
tak keng nono... impossible.he got gal fren d.

What language does #15 speak?
man qi cantonese,mandrin..

Who’s #9 going out with?
wen xiang his gal fren ba!

How old is #16?
alex fong =.= dont know leh..!!

When was the last time you talked to #13?
my sister- in- law.. i think phone lar!

Who’s #2’s favourite singer?
mummy?deng li jun

Would you date #4?
my third brother wor!!??

Would you date #7?
pei yee sure she is my fren..!!~~

Is #15 single?
man qi i think not lar, mayb paktor with no.8!!~~

What is #10’s last name?
cheng SU

Would you consider being in a relationship with #19?
yee lin..... she is my cousin lar..

What schools did #18 go to?
da yi dont know, my da yi @kai ma.. she 40 years d..

Where does #20 live?
ah yao hutan melintang

What is your favourite thing about #5?
yyan she is a very nice gal.. wil consider to ppl,work neatly,ny best fren.... n have a nice look + !!@@

Wat do you think about #11?
tak keng....he ar. very caring ppl d person

What do #4 and #5 have in common?
jie jie n yyan both of them also thin than me!! wakakaka

What special qualities does #17 hold in your life?
grandmother she take care me since 5 month.. u say le??

What is the most memorable memory you had with #16?
alex fong? my idol wo..

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

finally....

how many day i do not update my blog d?

my silent @ peace place become lonely....

LONELY I MR.S LONELY I'VE NO BODY...~~

omg.. sot sot...

i miss my cute cute d diary book.. it disappear since i buy da new 1..

i find it many dayz, where r u ??=.=''

recently my sot sot fren yyan, she damm like DONG FANG SHEN QI..
the boys group, quite nice, handsome...

but i like the most is maksim.. dont know when he will come m'sia?haha sot sot d...

uec near, stress up guyss!!!!!!!

and my new plan-----> DIET!
it make me suffer leh.. but, i dont wan be fatty!
i'll gambate! hope can reach my "dream weight"~~ omg...mummy helphelp!!

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

wuwuwu..=.=

W H Y--- me is a very forgetfull gal right?
my username and password, i really forget already.
juz 1 month no sign in only.. haih.. pity a lot..!!

never mind lar. haih.
is a brand new begin to me too..
cause recently also happend many thing..

uec coming soon
still got 100 dayz oni. wow. not reach 4 month.

need gambate now!!~~ lolz..